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The Black Knight Squash Fiction League Match #2


The Handouts versus The Tin Ringers

EAST SIDE
A Collaborative Novel
 
Chapter 3-A

Ringing Ears
by Will Gens

"Yep," said Hank, "that sure is him. Weird, I guess some coincidence."

Jerry added, "You think there's a connection to the Pike incident a couple of years back? One way of getting even, especially if the wife is still at the club, is to buy it out and tear it down."

"But Pike hasn't been here for a long time."

"I know, but the wife is still coming here, maybe she’s screwing someone else or still screwing Pike. Maybe in his mind squash turned his wife into a cheating two-faced harlot. I don't know. But it can't be just coincidence."

"Jerry, from the hearing schedule, what's your angle, how you going to stall this thing?"

"The City Review Board for permits is probably the one agency that’s made up of untouchables—"

"What do you mean 'untouchables'?”

"I mean incorruptible: they are watchdogs and vehement about policing the contract awarding and bidding process. If there's any hint of payoffs, bribery, or the like, or they suspect there is, they’ll investigate."

"Have they ever stopped construction or prevented projects?”

"Yes, but not often, mostly because these contractors and deal makers are clever and many of them very corrupt. I know, I’m in the business."

"So you just have to get them to investigate some impropriety or suspicion of such..."

"That's it, my man, and an investigation can drag on and on. You have to understand that deals often fall through, signed and sealed deals, because of something like this. They can't have all this do, re, mi tied up in a deal under investigation. Investors pull out and put their money elsewhere, the whole enchilada collapses."

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Each night when Hank left the club and walked the three miles home, he passed the liquor store he used to stop at when he was drinking heavily. Just before his marriage broke up. He eventually stopped drinking completely, but it was too late. Margaret and Kate had seen the dissolution of the marriage with his drinking. He never thought his drinking bothered anyone; he often did it late at night when everyone was asleep, when he’d work on his book into the wee hours of the morning. He hadn't written anything since he stopped drinking. He just couldn't push past the methodical, predictable, and depressing turn his life had taken. By not drinking he was punishing himself: he felt alive and vibrant only after a few drinks of his favorite vodka. He couldn't even stomach the sight of his unfinished manuscript, which he’d worked on with passion and discipline. He'd published short stories before, so he was a “writer” and they were always favorably received, but this manuscript was his baby, first novel. It was special. Sometimes he'd just pull it out, stare at it, and then think if he started writing he'd not be able to stop and he would stay up and not sleep and would drink to get to sleep and then what? Maybe it wasn't good, maybe he really didn't have a writer's spark of that passion and dedication.

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The voicemail from Margaret hit him like a sledgehammer. She had called to tell him his Kate, his "gud gurl," as he used to call her until she hated it, was getting married in a few weeks. That was okay, but what hurt a ton more was Margaret telling him he wasn't invited to the wedding.

“Sorry, Hank, I tried to get her to invite you but she said no, she didn't want you there. I'm sorry, Hank, and she made me swear not to give you any of her contact information."

Hank played the message back again, and again, and again. Each time "she didn't want you there" seemed to hit him harder than before. 

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It was snowing heavily when he left the club. He hadn’t even realized a storm was coming. They anticipated a huge snowfall of one to two feet. Hank knew the club would close, they always closed the club whenever they had the slightest opportunity, even though the members complained vehemently. His seven and eight pm lessons cancelled. Jerry left him a voice mail, he wasn’t sure he'd make it for his six pm lesson. Hank didn’t want to hang around waiting to see if Jerry showed up so he left.

"She didn't want you there." It hurt him, Margaret knew it would hurt him. "Damn," he muttered as he braced the wind and the snow and headed down Third Avenue. He tried to fight the feeling—it had been tugging at him all day—that familiar giddiness when he knew he was done for the day and that he could stop in at Manhattan Wine and Spirits and buy a liter of Sobieski, Polish Vodka with a real kick. All he could think about…. "What the hell," he said aloud as he leaned into the wind, "what the hell, being good, being sober hasn't done me anything, I can't fucking even go to my daughter's wedding. I can't sleep, I'm middle-aged, soon to be unemployed, divorced, alone, a mediocre coach and writer, fucking wallowing in mediocrity." As he entered the liquor store, he heard the familiar tingle of the door chimes ring beautifully in his ears, like music.

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He woke up and it was still dark out, he was so thirsty, he could see the snow falling heavily. He turned over to get out of bed but bumped into what was a body that groaned next to him. He almost jumped out of his skin; he couldn’t place this room, it wasn’t his apartment, and he had no idea where he was. His head was still spinning, he was still drunk. The place wasn’t even vaguely familiar and the room was dark except for the light from the street lights. He pulled the covers back, and there lying next to him was Yvette from the club. She was snoring a bit, her lipstick smeared all over her mouth and her two eyes like a raccoon. She was completely nude, and he noticed the dried drool out the side of her mouth. He had to pee so badly ... he tried to wake her, he too was naked and the cold floor jolted him as he stepped out of bed. He couldn’t find his clothes. “Shit,” he looked around, he didn’t want to turn on the light, but he could follow a trail of clothes leading into what surely must be the bathroom.  He fumbled for the light switch and finally turned on the light to the bathroom. He stared into the mirror while he went, trying to piece it all together. “Shit,” he said as he thought about Yvette’s husband. He didn’t seem to care much about the husband, who was probably away, he traveled a lot she once told him.

He vaguely remembers seeing her in Gristedes where he went for his limes. She invited him for dinner, yes, her husband’s flight from Atlanta had been cancelled because of the storm, and she didn’t want to be alone. She had paid for his limes and that’s the last he remembered. He was still drunk, the room was spinning, he wanted to get out of there before she woke, and he mostly wanted to see Kate.



Will Gens is passionate about poetry, squash and family, and would one day love to see the elimination of petroleum-driven cars.

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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.






 



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